its kinda crappy

its kinda crappy inside.....there is yelling and screaming and crying all over the place and im stuck out here and dont know whats going on inside at all. i have been out here most of the day wondering and yet i cant get back in for some reason...i have tried to do it lots of ways and nothing works i get stuck and then i have to quit cause i get tired, so i have been sitting here all day doing everything i can do act "normal" mikes sister noticed me tonight and asked about me....i just told her my throat hurt cause she noticed my voice change then i stopped talking....i dont know whats going on or what to do....they arent fighting or anything that i know of just know that i cant get in and noone can hear me as far as i know...or they just dont want me in there i dont know i guess i will just stay out here till someone comes to get me

Jessie