run run as fast as you can.....

its that time of year again.....time to set up the walls, the forts, the cages, the lights and all the other fun stuff that goes along with this time of year....knowing full well it dont matter what you do to prepare yourself its never enough....something always happens that was not expected and you were not ready for and now you have to deal with it the best way you can and see fit to do and hope that all goes well and is over as soon as possible. that never seems to happen here though something crops up and BAM we are thrown into hell on earth and there was no way of knowing it was coming....all that tends to be left is few little ones who end up hurting more then ever and having more secrets to hide from more terror to keep them quiet.....most to all protectors are gone to who knows where and whether their even coming back all the while a very dark cloud hangs over and it seems to go on forever.....you are thrown into a world you never thought possible and now you stand looking around wondering what you did this time to cause so much pain felt within....you do your best to make light of whats happening so the little ones that are left do not give up and retreat to the dark ones yet you yourself sit and wonder if going back to the dark ones would just be soooo much easier you know that thinking is wrong yet it seems soooo much easier to simply give in and go with them. you start working on the lights up front and the safe room created but come to find it has been destroyed by ev*l and is now in shambles now your lost and dont know what to do....this has only reenforced your previous thinking about giving in but you dont you start the thinking process and figure out what your next step is the little ones are crying and hiding everyone who use to be here is gone you have never been front at all in your entire life now you are thrown into it also having to take care of inside to it starts breaking you down physically and mentally and your not to sure what to do. everything that everyone else use to do has been thrown on your plate and you are now responsible for EVERYTHING that goes on both inside and out so here you are brand new to the fronting thing and you are now the sole person to run everything without anything breaking down and stopping the dark ones from taking full control. you yourself have MANY issues with this time of year yet you now have to set all of that aside and try to funtion with everything else and not let what happen in 1994 happen again ok so here it is i stand alone to face all of this and well to be honest i hope i can make it we are on day 4 of the dark side saga and i honestly hope it dont last long