Well it seems this whole Sam thing is a shadow program from the past way way way back when the body was 3-4 years old, seems that it was implanted when we were dragged to a cerem*ny, Kirtana was the one who attended and it seems she was at that time programmed with this Shadow we did'nt know at the time that she was programed to do these things around this time of year. She has never been awake in the month of october so we never saw this coming until now. Problem is we don't know how to deal with it and neither does she, She has been trying to remember exactly what happen that day so we can go from there but nothing so far. We now have her bathed in light and she does not leave it thats all we know what to do so far (thank you Uriel) All the others are still sleeping and will be for a little while longer We did a head count last night and realised that a few normal fronters are missing so we have to go look for them as soon as possible. Terrence reversed the dome they were under so it now heals instead of drains and it seems to be working so far. We that are front now are getting very drained because we are not use to being front to start with and now we have been here for a few days. We are not sure what is going to happen to Kirtana when she does remember and we are also not sure what to do IF she remembers what happen. I guess we will have to deal with that when it comes and for now just keep moving at the pace we have been and take it one day at a time.
Montego of The Ramadons
Monday, October 29, 2007
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sounds as if you are doing a really wonderful job. I am very impressed. You have come upon a situation that was harrowing and unknown and you keep coming upon things that are new to you yet you all keep finding keys and solutions. You are all amazing.
We don't really have any solutions...sort of dealing with something very similar ourselves (a shadow type that may be a program, that we do not know who or if it is atached to someone...if that makes sense). I suppose that if K can remember how it was done then someone can find a way to undo it...at least in theory that could work. The only suggestion I have is to bathe everyone/the entire area in light...this way if the shadow program were to reserface from K, it would have no where to be?
Oh...and that was me...Warrier
I can tell you that these enforcers or shadow programs or whatever you want to call them have a story that tells how and why they got there. Their function is to silence you however it takes.
But there will also be a "reason" or a "key" to why your system allows them to continue to have power. That key will be totally guilt ladden. There will be a story that gives that key its power that your system believes is so horrific it justifies this internal abuse.
Whatever that story is, it is NOT your fault (any of you who might be reading this, not just this system on this blog! any of you out there) The guilt of that story belongs to the offenders! The adults who tricked you into doing whatever it was. You were a child and you were tricked. You are NOT responsible. You are NOT evil. You are NOT like them!!
Believe me! I speak only the truth and I know because I have been there. I found my "key" and there is no way the child who carried that guilt ever deserved that burden. I know in my heart your inner child doesn't deserve to carry it either.
Thank you all for your replies we really appreciate them to their full extent. This "shadow" or whatever it may be is proving to be more bothersome then anything right now. It has not proven anything except that it is there and it will not stop unless it is forced to do so. We have surrounded the entire area with light and K has her own light that is with her at all times. We will figure this out one way or the other.
Terrence
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