Hello

Well it seems that we have found that the whole reason for what has happened was because there was information being passed to the "Dark ones" as to what goes on up front what was being done to protect the body and the system this time of year and it was all passed to them so they could successfully integrate their plan. What they failed to count on was The Ramadons and The Honorables being summoned. We have since being front took Thunder into custody and his sidekick ( for lack of a better word) Shady. There are approximatly 135 others who were involved in the attempted overtaking of the front. Now the problem being is the information that was passed was not only the front plan and everything that was in place for protection but also the severe fears of every adult front, A dome was built and every person over the age of 15 was put in it. Now the problem is the dome was created to pierce into every one of their fears and make it real in their mind, They all seem to be stuck at a point in their life they feared the most and are unable to break away from it, It seems it has drained every ounce of energy, spirit and their will to live and move on. Servival has always been a big issue within this system and for a long time we teetered right on the edge then we brought ourselves foward step by step and began to move on with life now that has all gone and i am not so sure they are going to ever be the same after this. It has come to my attention also that for a while now the front has been putting up a wall to all those around them telling people they are fine everything is good and nothing is wrong when in fact they could not be further from the truth. They have been very slowly cutting themselves off from the world and everyone they speak to or have a relationship with. We are not sure what caused this or how long it has been going on but i do believe that the dark ones had alot to do with it. Their presence up here can be felt even though they are not here it is very depressing and draining even for myself so i believe they are responsible for the change in those who stand front and take care of it. Their lack of self esteem and self worth is frightening i have never seem any of them this bad in my time being here. It is saddening that we strived for so long to servive only to almost be defeated by traitors within our system. It makes me sad and angry that because of what has been done we now have to face the fact that even though we are away from our original abusers that we now have to face some within this system that are just as bad and some even worse then the originals and they are lurking everywhere within. We were created to keep the host safe and eventually to keep each other safe but now that this has happened who is going to keep the inside safe from those whos only wish is to destroy what we have accomplished? I am not sure what the plan is going to be for front but i do know it is going to be a very long time before it comes back to even being semi normal. The dark ones have taken whatever the adults where holding on to for hope and destroyed it. So this is my writing i may post again tomorrow. I just needed to get this out so i could get the body some rest. Goodnight.

Kirtana of the Ramadons