not to sure how much more i can take journal. Tommy started his shit again yesterday caused a big argument and i actually felt bad for mary cause she started to cry because of it. Well then today AFTER my baby turned over 420 bucks to her he asked if he could borrow some money ( which he always pays back ) And got a flat out NO. Well he got mad and i dont blame him a bit for it he has done everything for that woman and since tommy moved in he has been treated like a bag of shit by her. I lost total respect for her the last time they got into it and she stuck up for tommy and today was no different at all. She stuck up for him again and in the end me and mike were garbage and he was champ. She called my baby an asshole and a bastard also said she was gonna call the cops on him. She then proceeds to say she is not going to give me my rent receits like she is suppose to and she wont give mike his either. She is a backstabbing two faced bitch and she has some serious mental problems to go along with it. My brother was going to come up and fix the van so she wouldnt have to pay out an astronomical amount of money to canadian tire to fix it and now i am going to tell him not to bother because she sat right in the kitchen and said "why should i let someone who doesnt know what their doing touch my van". She dont know shit about my family and i thank her to quit draggin them into the problems around here. She then proceeded to pick on jade and say that jade eats 2/3rds of the food in the house EXCUSE FUCKING ME!!! she is the one that feeds her half the time not us. but of course have to pick on a dog cause we are mad. Then take it out on me at the same time and i had nothing to do with it at all it was between her and mike. If tommy asks for money he gets it, if he asks for smokes he gets them, Anything he asks for he gets it and mike gets treated like shit its not right and its not fair to him. He has done nothing but help that woman out and tommy gets the glory for it. Soon as morning hits im callin ron to come get me so i can call about a house it may be back in the bush but anything is better then here right now. Im getting a stress rash on my arm because of the shit and thats when i know enough is enough. It just boggles my mind how she can be like that toward the person who has been there for her the most. I didnt see tommy here in the winter shovelling, I didnt see tommy walking to town for her meds when she ran out, I didnt see tommy in the house asking if she was ok or if she needed anything. And yet in the end this is the thanks. Well fuck you lady im sick of the shit, I gotta call JP tomorrow, I gotta wait for my lawyer to phone then i gotta phone the lady about the house and pick up a paper to look at for houseing. I CANT LIVE HERE ANY MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I cant sit back and watch my baby be treated like shit and NOT say anything its getting harder and harder to do. I now understand what they were trying to tell me when they warned me about her, Well trust me when we move words will be said and that will be that. His whole family will be told off and that will be the end of the story. I dont want anything to do with any of them at all ever. my lawyer is calling tomorrow to get a statement about the joe thing and after that my hearing is nov 16th. When i get my money if it is enough im going to put a down payment on a house for me and my baby and then we will be settled for housing and money for a bit hopefully. Im not looking forward to my phone call tomorrow at all and im guessing between that and the already added stress here thats why im still awake. My baby had to take a remeron just to go to sleep and thats not fair to him concidering before he didnt need to be medicated to go to sleep that was before tommy and his shit moved in. Anyway im gonna close it here and try and sleep i guess.

Raven