not that it matters much......an update

not to sure how or why im writing this because i personally dont think it matters much.....life in a whole right now is shitty very very shitty...not due to the old man but due to other rising issues that just wont go away and only seem to get worse. the h*lidays are coming very very close and well noone within can deal with it and i mean pretty much noone they s*ck in the worst way possible. we have no money to get presents for anyone including the little ones and the middles because of bills that HAD to be paid so christmas is not going to be good for them at all. we have heard nothing of our settlement and the hearing was the 16th of last month. the old mans family is backstabbing us continueously and the elders are becoming leary of someone fronting and doing damage control to his family and we dont want or need that right now. Wolf's family is all breaking up for the holidays and we really dont want to spend them with the old mans family so i think we are going to just take off somewhere till its over. we dont come online much if at all because there is noone ever on to talk to anymore. the system depression as a whole is getting worse and we have done med increase and we are also doing the special lighting because according to the pychiatrist we ( some of us anyway) suffer from S.A.D ( it stands for something but i cant remember it right now) so we have to use a light for half an hour in the morning and half an hour before bed to "bring up our mood" anyway will write more later mabye till them later.

Jozolynn