my question is this....

ok so i have been "asleep" for well what seems to be 10 years or more i dont really know and really dont care. anyway my question is this....what do people REALLY mean when they say "I care" because it seems to me that nothing has changed since the last time i was awake.....back then we had a load of friends who said that exact phrase and here we are 10 years later and guess what....none of them are to be found ANYWHERE....so what does it really mean..."i care until i just cant be bothered anymore" or "i care until something else more interesting comes by" or " i care until you frustrate me to the point that i walk away" or " i care until i get so pissed off at not understanding you that i dump our friendship forever" or " i care but only when i feel like it" or " i care but dont bug me because i have problems of my own" i mean i could go on forever about this. why do people say it if in reality they really dont give a shit one way or the other, people claim they care because they are your friend but it never really turns out that way, what it boils down to is this " it was all i could think of to say" why exactly do people pretend they actually care when they dont? why not just walk away from the start and then less pain is caused because they were never there to start with.the way i see things is if you dont care then dont say you do, and if you truely do give a damn they stick with it dont give up and walk after 1 year or 10 years of friendship people do not realise how much pain they actually cause a person when they walk out of their life or they do and again they just dont care. i also believe that the phrase "im sorry" is way over used these days because its a quick out for people they say it and all is cool when in reality they didnt even mean it. so if you dont mean it why say it? just keep your damn mouth shut. it is NOT ok to say "i care" if you dont and it is also NOT ok to say "im sorry" if you dont mean it. it really pisses me off that people use those phrases so freely and then in the end they walk out or they just hurt you again. oh by the way this is not toward anyone in this blogging thingy here these are just my thoughts on past and recent happenings.

DarTanyon